Catching up…or not

I haven’t written lately because there isn’t really much to write about. I have a new job, working in a call center. I don’t particularly like it, but I don’t really hate it either. I realized last night that I may very well end up there for 5 years or something because I’m too lazy to look for a new job right now…and I really don’t want to be there that long. Beggars can’t be choosers, though, no matter what my father may think. I need a job, I need to pay the bills. Should we ever somehow become independently wealthy, I’ll think about quitting. *snerk* Like that will ever happen.

I have stuff to rant about, but I’m not sure I really want to. It’s more hashing about our sex life, and how angry I am concerning it, but really…it won’t do anything to fix it. It’s not something I can talk to DH about without making him feel guilty and I don’t want to do that…and it’s an old argument anyways, one we’ve been having in one form or another since we got married. I’m tired of it, and I’m tired of being upset about it, and I’m tired of him feeling guilty or abnormal. I wish we could resolve it, but I fear that will never happen.

Dad has finally stopped calling me every day, for the most part. It’s down to every few days usually, and never anything to really tell me, he just wants to talk. I guess I’m ok with that…if only he’d listen when I say anything, instead of blowing me off or glossing over whatever it is. That will also never happen, as he’s always done that to me…I can’t decide if it’s because I’m a girl, his daughter, or just younger.

I’m feeling a little off-center the past few weeks. Like something is wrong but I can’t quite figure it out – not REALLY wrong, just off. I’m pretty sure it’s just me, which means I can ignore it and it will go away eventually.

Other than all that, there really isn’t anything going on. I’ll write more about dad on the other blog, as it deals with mom too. I just wanted to let y’all know I was still alive and kicking, there just isn’t really anything going on.

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  1. Jess

     /  July 21, 2009

    glad to hear you're still around! And that your dad is backing off a little from the sounds of it. Sorry about the sex stuff. It's never simple, it seems. Men and women…not the same! lol 🙂

    Good luck with it all.


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